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haha long time to be away, i wonder if this message will ever get to you. i wonder why your name doesnt shoe up on my friends list but yet mine is still here =)

i really do hope you are doing great and get to see this. i missed our conversations, cant believe they were literally 2 years ago. i honestly believe if we lived closer together we would have been great friends. we did have a lot in common, but you lived states away haha, Cant really afford all that travel in this crappy economy.

anyways my friend, wish for the best, hope your living a wonderful life. (n_n)/

till then. sayanara. (n_n)~

well im sry if my comment was rude X.x i really am. i have been acting wierd lately so if i say anything to affend anyone i didnt really mean too! i really should learn to think out of the box anywayz lol. your wallpaper was really great by the way! all of my wallpapers seem to need alot of work done on them X.x i have made about three and none of them got accepted. well sankyu for dropping by! i hope that you have a nice day and i will cya around!

no problem, your welcome! can't wait to see some more wallpapers from you(n_n)/

I liked it a lot, that is why i gave a fav. I like to support ppl when their trying their best and i think you did :)

Mariel

well it is cool^^

Hi there :) Thanks so much for the sweet comment, and the fav :D Supper happy you liked it! ^^ LAter.

Hi there!!! ^_^ Thanks again for the fav on my [color=blue][large] "On Top of The World" [/large][/color] wallpaper... i'm happy that you like my work.. :) kisses!!

ohh it's ok!! ^^

thanks for letting me use part of ur wall! ^^

have a nice day!! =)

OH! i'm sorry i didn't tell u i was going to use a part of ur wall as my signature ! i don't know why i didn't :S again..sorry i really like ur wall! i think i posted on it...it's on my favs of course! i have to say u did an excellent work! i've seen that scan a million times...but u used it just perfectly! it really caught my attention!

hope we can comment more often! sorry again ^^

SweetStar

hey hey how you been? o boy NBA All-Star weekend is finally over...i can finally relax. Work does that to you though you know? you kinda jus lose track of time itself and it just slips by you like the flow of water. Been awhile if you ask me.

You know sometimes i wonder how it would be like to have a big family. I mean i got one with cousins and all that, but more like sisters and brothers you know...i think it would be pretty neat and the way you describe it, it does sound pretty good...i guess you can say there is more opportunities to learn from and turn to when you need. It seems like you got a wild family going on in a good way of course i got one myself but yeahh...nothing much to look forward to that is.

o when i meant drugs its jus like i thought your body system was like really alergic to everything since you do have alot of allergies. haha i know drugs in general could mess you up and give out some rashes to break out but i just thought you know drugs was the number one allergy of them all you know what i mean haha. did it have any hardcore effects on you? its kinda hard for me to explain you know what i mean. if you dont get what im sayin Cuz i suck at clarifying things then you dont need to answer to it =) hey im really glad to hear that you wanted to become a role model for your niece. Its pretty neat how things could change so fast..i mean im pretty sure it was hard to get into a new habit...i really do know. so im really happy to hear things turned out good and now you got two younger individuals lookin up to you...i mean what else can be that much rewarding right? hmm the ages you mention sounded like it was during high school, thats my best guess. good thing to know you grew out of it. =)

wow your strategy in saving money is actually motivating...i needa learn from you seriously...so much self-control geez. You plan a MOnth ahead of time before you buy anything?!?! thats kinda like what the!!! how do you resist things that jus comes out? its like temptation sometimes when you hear a new product or what knot just came out! but yeah i started the phase with the whole Is this Goin to be worth my money! for example dvds i could jus wait a year or so till the prices drop to 20 to 10 or even less. but i duno i jus need more control...im gonna learn from you and steal your strategy =) well not the one month pre-mediation thing...thats something i cant do...im bad with money haha. i dont think im gonna withdraw any money anymore...thats actually a good idea. alright starting today im gonna try to control the greens...but not im going crazy with this discount i got going at my job...niketown...40% discount geezz hard hard hard...

woah thats a pretty crazy way in meeting ppl...its a pretty huge environment if you ask me..but thats the point right? haha. so when you say you work as a chat staff member im guessin you on the computer alot, and i mean alot huh? whats nl? im not too sure what that means actually, sorry i leave under a stone. im jus wondering though you met your four best friends before? like in person? cuz if you have thats pretty crazy...if you ever come to nevada you have to visit me =D well you dont have to but it would be nice =) mooniemail.com thats a pretty funny name haha. heyy i was born in oregon haha jus wanted to add.

haha your gonna travel to oregon to play laze around, play with a ferret, and go log onto WoW?! HELL THAT IS TIGHT!!! hahaha thats jus something kickback to do..you play WoW? i never could get into that game after i played guild wars. but anyways.

a fire protection company aye? sounds like a cover up...i know you work for the government its cool...i mean i watch Heroes the guy pretends to sell newspaper but really he goes around finding super powered up human beings...dont worry your secret safe with me...=)

hey your tattoo stories are starting to creep me out...cutting the vein out?!? what the hell sounds like a surgery going on or something...tattoo ppl knowing how to open you up...thats some what cool yet scary.

haha im sorry about the whole colorblind thing...you seem pretty angry with what i said..=X its pretty neat learning new things...i guess i never met anyone who was colorblind so i wouldnt know the details...i guess you can say im a bit narrow minded when it comes down to things so simple...when you mention grey scale then yeah i know what you mean...kinda like watchin a black and white film but you still know what shade of color it is...somewhat similar

hmm i like how you put that with the way of love...it makes perfect sense...i think some what similar to your belief..sadly others dont see it like that..i mean i had an incident back in highschool where i cared for someone even though she was pretty much taken...but who cares right? its jus for you to decide or not. its like some guys who take away all their love for someone because they're not available or whatever. not sure if that made any sense

'it's not all my heart I'm putting into it and it's unfair to that person that they're putting everything they have into me, and I'm barely giving back.'

words of wisdom =) that sounded so similar to something that occured in my life.

hum sorry but I'm not fluent in English too >_< so it's hard to respond to you if I don't understand all of what you've said ^^ If I'm right, you're saying that you're surprised of what I've said?? But all of your walls are very different of each other, and I find it cool and harder to do.

Okay, tu parles français donc ça va être facile pour une fois ^^ Je trouve ton travail sur tes wallpapers vraiment bien, surtout "awakening" ;) Mais vu tes créations, tu n'as pas l'air si méchante >_< (it's that sentence which show me your profile and finally your walls :p )

No problem for the comment ^^ It was a really good wallpaper, and I totally understood why you left it blank. I think the hardest part is thinking about what to put in the bg, not making it heh. So I hope you come out with a new wall soon.

And like I said, i'll take your word that it's a he =P I'm most especially not going to argue with anybody about the gender of anime charaters. I spent a whole series thinking a character was a girl until I realized the truth halfway though >_<

You're welcome, and no need to worry, I don't mind much what I mentioned. And I just accidentally mixed up the genders. :D

oh no problem... i like the wallpaper... and the scan looks lovely... it just needs only a few touches more.. anyway hope to see your next work soon :) kisses!!!

btw... long writes under my comment.. wow!! this gril/boy knows what to say :P

zzzzzzzzz wow its been awhile since I been on here ha ha ha! sorry it took me over a week to respond! geez I didnt even realize a week flew by. I been getting pretty bad work hours in my new job. I'm still trying to get use to the change. I normally use to set work schedules but this one sure is jumpy with the times and days. So the sleep pattern for me been all wacked out as well...and adding school on top of that geez its a killer honestly. I actually missed talking to you...well not really to tell you the truth =D heck i wont forget how you dont take comliments real well, but i enjoy talking with you its interesting and hmm how you say a break from the Usual people i talk to on a daily basis. And also compliments are some what of a good thing here and there...your gonna take my compliments no matter what! no arguement there because I give them when they Are necessary geez...so stubborn Just take IT!!! haha nah im kidding. but seriously though err!

Its been happening to me lately the whole passing out on my chair business...I try to get on my comp to talk to with ppl but yep been knocking out like a baby. o wellz...but you mention your never tired now and unable to sleep?! er? haha that just doesnt happen out of nowhere you weirdo!! haha I was just like that before! im kinda was awhile ago always sleeping at 6am...needa force myself to bed before the sun rises.

Hey Hmmm exactly how Large is your family geez?! I just thought you had three brothers, but now you mention 2 sisters?! how old are they? wait when you say your sister ran away does that mean she still out there or back home? Hm so basically your not considered the hardcore Rebelious type that is totally out of noctrol people...so that is really great to hear...because like i told you earlier thats exactly like my sister. Doesnt having a grip load of siblings kinda like woah?! if you know what i mean. I guess having no fear from your parents is a good thing? i guess? hahaha i dont know how to word that correctly since you said your no longer scared of leaving home. I mean like moving out willingly is one thing but bein forced out is another you know?

What im kinda not understanding is the drug part? arent you allergic to alot alot alot of thigs? LIKE ALOT!!! so how was your body able to take in all those drugs? and when you mean Hardcore? like what exactly. cant be that bad right? surprise me you dont needa tell me if you dont want to its cool. So what made you change your mind from the whole skippin school and drug business? I mean it musta been something that got you out of it. If you did it on your own will then hey thats tight...because i dont know anyone that changed by themselves. The way your describing your past life seems different from the Normal ones you normally hear. When you say you stole but save!! its like huh how was that possible haha. How old were you when you started all that and when you stop...how did you stop thats what i like to know. You know its good to hear your good with money sigh because im terrible at it seriously. I hate myself sometimes...i spend money like its toilet paper or something...I keep throwing it away on things that i dont really need like dvds, I could download them instead but i choose not to. What did you steal anyways? because there was this one time my sister tried stealing lik 500 dollars worth of merchandise at freakin target...I was like wow...that is beyond retarded...

So your nice little journey to Montana in March aye? wink wink

How exactly do you have friends all over the place? you even said you have a friend here in las vegas. its like woah connections everywhere! what are you planning on during in oregon? o by the way i was born there haha just something to add. are you going to fill your parents on your second trip huh?! geez so secretive haha sneaky you!

Hmm you know you make a really good point with the holidays and those Special Days as you would call your Birthday. Thats a very interesting way in lookin at things. Seeing things like that, I have to agree with you, but then again its your birthday hahah i guess it gives people a reason to go all crazy on special days like that? you know?

Must be a top secret facility you work in...the way you said it hmm makes me wonder honestly..I hate being a curious kinda guy. But hey if its that crazy then ill let it be...heck if your workin at some kinda government building, like an agency that is not suppose to exist but does some crazy intel on people or what not then hey thats fine by me! if im being spied on! hey thats totally fine by me! =) . Alright so far im gettin you have 3 brothers and 2 sisters but none are younger correct?

Hm you say the tattoo artist have no liability what so ever aye? dont know what part of that makes sense. I mean the artist should be pro enough to handle ink yon your skin which is going to be there forever and ever and ever right? cuz the way your saying it is kinda discouraging for others to want to get tattoos..not like im going for it..remember i hate needles. when you say take out the infect vein(s) uhhhh how exactly does that work would you know? im learning new things from you everytime...that would make sense the outline is the first touch of the tat then the rest is whatever since the pain is already soaked into your system haha

wait your friend who is color blind is allowed to drive? even though he is unable to tell the colors of the stop lights? and hm red and blue wire?

o and hmm sorry about the whole loving thing. I didnt mean to say it like that. i guess i word it wrong you know? it was more like a question than a smart remark...so if i offended you in any way im sorry really I'am. And hey just to let you know Im kinda on the same boat as you...dont get me wrong...thats why i kinda stated it as a confused statement. For me its kinda like this...Long story short...girl back at home heck im like in love with her...but yeah you can say there is a guy...others say why do you still like her whats the point of it blah blah blah...but you know why not right? but sometimes im unsure so i dont know what to call it anymore you know? kinda rare to find someone else in the same situation.

Hey o/ thanks for the comment :)

Okay! I hope you like french ; a lot of people says to me that french is hard, isn't? Hope it was a good choice too! I'm checking your website, it's very well done :)

Lol you don't understood? "Je suis méchante." : it means you are evil... That's why I said you don't look so evil :)

Are you sure you are as evil as you think? Hehe you don't looks so evil :)

ahhh its already been 2 days geezz cant believe it! sorry it kinda took me awhile to get back to you. Actually on thursday night i was typing to you but i was sooooo tired for some weird reason! i could say its because of my new job i recently got. It was my first day but honestly i shouldnt of been that tired since i really dont do much at work. All i did that day was stand around Greet people, say thank you and good bye, and hmm sold some shoes to people thats about it...but for some odd reason i was dead tired at midnight. i seriously just passed out on my chair...hahaha it happen to me before...sometimes i would jus fall asleep on my chair because i try so hard to stay awake. The harder i try the faster i fall asleep! its not normal for me to get burned out at such a Kick back job that i have seriously~ before i was a full time student and had a full time job physically worked you to the core, ware housing and everything...get like 4 or 5 hours if lucky of sleep 5 days a week and i somehow managed for half a year. But now i get like 7-8 hours everyday and do nothing physically extreme at work...But turn into hibernating bear and fall sound asleep

But anyways What kinda Nickname is BOOTS?! sounds pretty nice though maybe i should start calling you that heh. but seriously though ill keep that in mind with the compliments geez...i know a girl friend of mine that is exactly like you! my compliments jus roll off her shoulders as it was nothing! its kinda heart breaking sometimes because i really try to say things straight from the heart =( haha o wellll! maybe one day you'll accept one from me..it jus has to be really really really slick! =)

I totally understand about family issues. Its best not spoken of, I agree with you on that, so its cool. How come you make it sound like your so rebelious?! haha i mean im pretty sure you follow some rules around the house! not like you totally disappear and go out forever. but your right though. the way you describe your actions sound very very similar to my sister....show no fear from parents no matter how harsh the punishment is..I mean she got kicked out couple months ago for not going to school and always being out...just spend large amounts of money and do i mean large amounts...

Doesnt getting scolded and all that nasty stuff get irritating on your part even though your not afraid of them? I mean seriously that would annoy the crap out of me, well it still does to time to time...Hard to speak to parents. What exactly do you do nowadays when you say 'push the limit'?! haha sounds interesting actually. When is your bday by the way? ahh i dont know if your the type who is all about birthdays? when i turned 19 honestly...it was just another birthday nothing really special or significant about it. 18 and 21! geez i got one more year till im legal to do anything mahaha! all rated pg13 though for sure for sure. You seem eagered to move out for some reason. Is it because you want the freedom to roam around and do as you like? I mean its a cool feeling sometimes but then again its watvers. haha when you mention steal...as in like small general merchandise from those stores? I use to do lost prevention at stores. basically undercover security guard that pretends to be a customer..It was fun at first but i kinda notice how everyone jus wanted to fight me...they never wanted to fight my partners but always jus me..Maybe its my glasses or because im asian i really dont know =)

your brothers are in their 30's right? and thats good that your oldest brother is having another child! babies, love them, but hate the crying ahhh that is hard to bare with sometimes! but dont get me wrong babies are adorable. thats pretty wild though gettin out of a fourteen year old relationship. I would think its impossible to have anything go wrong in a relationship over a decade long, its a bit hard to imagine actually. so basically he met this girl very recent since she is pregnant and all huh? it seems pretty complicated with the whole ex thing. Poppin the question hm hm though thing to do i say. I believe it is actually I mean who wouldnt right? its no walk in the park, so good luck to that! i hope things work out for him, im pretty sure it will though. When you say you work with your brother, where and what exactly?

Dang 43 years of smoking those sticks huh? thats pretty insane! dont worry i dont believe in smoking, its not my thing. I need my lungs for my future goal that im aiming for so i stay away from all those things that can hurt you in the future or even now. But thanks for the warning. Wait the camera is Within the body?! when you say navigate it up and inside the heart? that sounds kinda strange i never heard of something like that...unless i been living under a rock all these years.

uh-oh im gettin the kick of drozyness kicking in really really hard, 5 am soon

yikes i didnt know tattoes were so complicated and risky! like i said earlier...Ink you up and yor good to go on with your day. Im pretty sure the possibility for the artist to push too hard into your blood stream is low right? I never heard that before, or even thought it was possible. How do you get surgery on that anyways? seems too hard to isolate the ink from spreading within the blood steam. Do they tell you all this before you get a tattoe or you jus did your homework on it? why would color hurt more? and what is the difference between outline and detail? i know detail is kinda self-explantory but yeah.

Really one of your best friends lives here in sin city aye? he or she? moved out or whats the story behind that?

hm the air force aye? what did he want to do though? at first i just thought if you wanted to join the air force you need 20/20 and all that good stuff even able to see colors but i guess i was wrong. what was he stuck with in the end anyways? is it hard for him to drive or anything? has he had alot of problems with the fact he is color blind?

hmm is this what we call love? im not sure if thats the Right word to use in your current Situation since he hmm has a girlfriend and all. Because when you say you move over there if he ask, i mean wow thats a big thing so yeah i dont know what to call the relationship. how did you meet him though? and 7 years is a pretty long time so i could understand if he is someone significant in your life. What is the likely-hood that he is going to break up with her? this relationship of yours seems a bit complicated? haha but i do know what you mean on that on and off business and whose available and whose not! that sounds so similar to someone i know! Not me though never had that , i wouldnt know what to do if i were in your shoes. * well the guy being a girl of course! dont get me WRONG haha* If you dont mind me asking when you say you had your chances to get back with the guy...what exactly came between you two? wasnt the right time or just didnt feel right? you know this guy sounds like an amazing guy seriously...i really do hope things work out...jus have to let time go by and see how things play out. I mean how does he feel about his current girlfriend anyways?

I glad that you likes my work:) Thank you. Hope to see you in the future!

You're welcome. See you! :-)

Hi again n_n Thanks alot for your comment and fav on my wallpaper ( Bright Darkness ) n_n