Zzzzzzzzz wow its been awhile since I been on here ha ha ha! sorry it took me over a week to respond! geez I didnt even realize a week flew by. I been getting pretty bad work hours in my new job. I'm still trying to get use to the change. I normally use to set work schedules but this one sure is jumpy with the times and days. So the sleep pattern for me been all wacked out as well...and adding school on top of that geez its a killer honestly. I actually missed talking to you...well not really to tell you the truth =D heck i wont forget how you dont take comliments real well, but i enjoy talking with you its interesting and hmm how you say a break from the Usual people i talk to on a daily basis. And also compliments are some what of a good thing here and there...your gonna take my compliments no matter what! no arguement there because I give them when they Are necessary geez...so stubborn Just take IT! haha nah im kidding. but seriously though err!

Its been happening to me lately the whole passing out on my chair business...I try to get on my comp to talk to with people but yep been knocking out like a baby. o wellz...but you mention your never tired now and unable to sleep?! er? haha that just doesnt happen out of nowhere you weirdo!! haha I was just like that before! im kinda was awhile ago always sleeping at 6am...needa force myself to bed before the sun rises.

Hey Hmmm exactly how Large is your family geez?! I just thought you had three brothers, but now you mention 2 sisters?! how old are they? wait when you say your sister ran away does that mean she still out there or back home? Hm so basically your not considered the hardcore Rebelious type that is totally out of noctrol people...so that is really great to hear...because like i told you earlier thats exactly like my sister. Doesnt having a grip load of siblings kinda like woah?! if you know what i mean. I guess having no fear from your parents is a good thing? i guess? hahaha i dont know how to word that correctly since you said your no longer scared of leaving home. I mean like moving out willingly is one thing but bein forced out is another you know?

What im kinda not understanding is the drug part? arent you allergic to alot alot alot of thigs? LIKE ALOT! so how was your body able to take in all those drugs? and when you mean Hardcore? like what exactly. cant be that bad right? *surprise me* you dont needa tell me if you dont want to its cool. So what made you change your mind from the whole skippin school and drug business? I mean it musta been something that got you out of it. If you did it on your own will then hey thats tight...because i dont know anyone that changed by themselves. The way your describing your past life seems different from the Normal ones you normally hear. When you say you stole but save!! its like huh how was that possible haha. How old were you when you started all that and when you stop...how did you stop thats what i like to know. You know its good to hear your good with money *sigh* because im terrible at it seriously. I hate myself sometimes...i spend money like its toilet paper or something...I keep throwing it away on things that i dont really need like dvds, I could download them instead but i choose not to. What did you steal anyways? because there was this one time my sister tried stealing lik 500 dollars worth of merchandise at freakin target...I was like wow...that is beyond retarded...

So your nice little journey to Montana in March aye? *wink wink*

How exactly do you have friends all over the place? you even said you have a friend here in las vegas. its like woah connections everywhere! what are you planning on during in oregon? o by the way i was born there haha just something to add. are you going to fill your parents on your second trip huh?! geez so secretive haha sneaky you!

Hmm you know you make a really good point with the holidays and those Special Days as you would call your Birthday. Thats a very interesting way in lookin at things. Seeing things like that, I have to agree with you, but then again its your birthday hahah i guess it gives people a reason to go all crazy on special days like that? you know?

Must be a top secret facility you work in...the way you said it hmm makes me wonder honestly..I hate being a curious kinda guy. But hey if its that crazy then ill let it be...heck if your workin at some kinda government building, like an agency that is not suppose to exist but does some crazy intel on people or what not then hey thats fine by me! if im being spied on! hey thats totally fine by me! =) . Alright so far im gettin you have 3 brothers and 2 sisters but none are younger correct?

Hm you say the tattoo artist have no liability what so ever aye? dont know what part of that makes sense. I mean the artist should be pro enough to handle ink yon your skin which is going to be there forever and ever and ever right? cuz the way your saying it is kinda discouraging for others to want to get tattoos..not like im going for it..remember i hate needles. when you say take out the infect vein(s) uhhhh how exactly does that work would you know? im learning new things from you everytime...that would make sense the outline is the first touch of the tat then the rest is whatever since the pain is already soaked into your system haha

wait your friend who is color blind is allowed to drive? even though he is unable to tell the colors of the stop lights? and hm red and blue wire?

o and hmm sorry about the whole loving thing. I didnt mean to say it like that. i guess i word it wrong you know? it was more like a question than a smart remark...so if i offended you in any way im sorry really I'am. And hey just to let you know Im kinda on the same boat as you...dont get me wrong...thats why i kinda stated it as a confused statement. For me its kinda like this...Long story short...girl back at home heck im like in love with her...but yeah you can say there is a guy...others say why do you still like her whats the point of it blah blah blah...but you know why not right? but sometimes im unsure so i dont know what to call it anymore you know? kinda rare to find someone else in the same situation.

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Lol you don't understood? "Je suis méchante." : it means you are evil... That's why I said you don't look so evil :)

Are you sure you are as evil as you think? Hehe you don't looks so evil :)

Ahhh its already been 2 days geezz cant believe it! sorry it kinda took me awhile to get back to you. Actually on thursday night i was typing to you but i was soo tired for some weird reason! i could say its because of my new job i recently got. It was my first day but honestly i shouldnt of been that tired since i really dont do much at work. All i did that day was stand around Greet people, say thank you and good bye, and hmm sold some shoes to people thats about it...but for some odd reason i was dead tired at midnight. i seriously just passed out on my chair...hahaha it happen to me before...sometimes i would just fall asleep on my chair because i try so hard to stay awake. The harder i try the faster i fall asleep! its not normal for me to get burned out at such a Kick back job that i have seriously~ before i was a full time student and had a full time job *physically worked you to the core, ware housing* and everything...get like 4 or 5 hours *if lucky* of sleep 5 days a week and i somehow managed for half a year. But now i get like 7-8 hours everyday and do nothing physically extreme at work...But turn into hibernating bear and fall sound asleep

But anyways What kinda Nickname is BOOTS?! sounds pretty nice though maybe i should start calling you that heh. but seriously though ill keep that in mind with the compliments geez...i know a girl friend of mine that is exactly like you! my compliments just roll off her shoulders as it was nothing! its kinda heart breaking sometimes because i really try to say things straight from the heart =( haha o wellll! maybe one day you'll accept one from me..it just has to be really really really slick! =)

I totally understand about family issues. Its best not spoken of, I agree with you on that, so its cool. How come you make it sound like your so rebelious?! haha i mean im pretty sure you follow some rules around the house! not like you totally disappear and go out forever. but your right though. the way you describe your actions sound very very similar to my sister...show no fear from parents no matter how harsh the punishment is..I mean she got kicked out couple months ago for not going to school and always being out...just spend large amounts of money and do i mean large amounts...

Doesnt getting scolded and all that nasty stuff get irritating on your part even though your not afraid of them? I mean seriously that would annoy the crap out of me, well it still does to time to time...Hard to speak to parents. What exactly do you do nowadays when you say 'push the limit'?! haha sounds interesting actually. When is your bday by the way? ahh i dont know if your the type who is all about birthdays? when i turned 19 honestly...it was just another birthday nothing really special or significant about it. 18 and 21! geez i got one more year till im legal to do anything mahaha! all rated pg13 though for sure for sure. You seem eagered to move out for some reason. Is it because you want the freedom to roam around and do as you like? I mean its a cool feeling sometimes but then again its watvers. haha when you mention steal...as in like small general merchandise from those stores? I use to do lost prevention at stores. basically undercover security guard that pretends to be a customer..It was fun at first but i kinda notice how everyone just wanted to fight me...they never wanted to fight my partners but always just me..Maybe its my glasses or because im asian i really dont know =)

your brothers are in their 30's right? and thats good that your oldest brother is having another child! babies, love them, but hate the crying ahhh that is hard to bare with sometimes! but dont get me wrong babies are adorable. thats pretty wild though gettin out of a fourteen year old relationship. I would think its impossible to have anything go wrong in a relationship over a decade long, its a bit hard to imagine actually. so basically he met this girl very recent since she is pregnant and all huh? it seems pretty complicated with the whole ex thing. Poppin the question hm hm though thing to do i say. I believe it is actually I mean who wouldnt right? its no walk in the park, so good luck to that! i hope things work out for him, im pretty sure it will though. When you say you work with your brother, where and what exactly?

Dang 43 years of smoking those sticks huh? thats pretty insane! dont worry i dont believe in smoking, its not my thing. I need my lungs for my future goal that im aiming for so i stay away from all those things that can hurt you in the future or even now. But thanks for the warning. Wait the camera is Within the body?! when you say navigate it up and inside the heart? that sounds kinda strange i never heard of something like that...unless i been living under a rock all these years.

*uh-oh im gettin the kick of drozyness kicking in really really hard, 5 am soon*

yikes i didnt know tattoes were so complicated and risky! like i said earlier...Ink you up and yor good to go on with your day. Im pretty sure the possibility for the artist to push too hard into your blood stream is low right? I never heard that before, or even thought it was possible. How do you get surgery on that anyways? seems too hard to isolate the ink from spreading within the blood steam. Do they tell you all this before you get a tattoe or you just did your homework on it? why would color hurt more? and what is the difference between outline and detail? i know detail is kinda self-explantory but yeah.

Really one of your best friends lives here in sin city aye? he or she? moved out or whats the story behind that?

hm the air force aye? what did he want to do though? at first i just thought if you wanted to join the air force you need 20/20 and all that good stuff *even able to see colors* but i guess i was wrong. what was he stuck with in the end anyways? is it hard for him to drive or anything? has he had alot of problems with the fact he is color blind?

hmm is this what we call love? im not sure if thats the Right word to use in your current Situation since he hmm has a girlfriend and all. Because when you say you move over there if he ask, i mean wow thats a big thing so yeah i dont know what to call the relationship. how did you meet him though? and 7 years is a pretty long time so i could understand if he is someone significant in your life. What is the likely-hood that he is going to break up with her? this relationship of yours seems a bit complicated? haha but i do know what you mean on that on and off business and whose available and whose not! that sounds so similar to someone i know! Not me though never had that , i wouldnt know what to do if i were in your shoes. * well the guy being a girl of course! dont get me WRONG haha* If you dont mind me asking when you say you had your chances to get back with the guy...what exactly came between you two? wasnt the right time or just didnt feel right? you know this guy sounds like an amazing guy seriously...i really do hope things work out...jus have to let time go by and see how things play out. I mean how does he feel about his current girlfriend anyways?

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Hello kristen *heh its a nice name* the second person i know with this name. haha thats pretty funny how you compare your situation with starvation or curing AIDS haha that gave me a nice chuckle...something tells me you dont take compliments real well! haha you remind me of another girl/friend of mine...i would joke around with her saying silly things, but she just brushes it off or totally ignores it by laughing at it, that just hurts my feelings =( *im kidding* i really put my heart behind every word =) ... hmmm when you mention these nick names exactly what do they base it on? your name? personality? the things you do? the weirdo things can do? *that will be interesting*

when you say your mother did it in a very...eh...way...*as in raising you* hmm im not really familar with that lingo of yours i cant read betweeen the lines =X it seems the way you describe your parents...kinda sound real similar to mine then...my dad would always just anger me and let loose on his temper on me out of nowhere *not physically though* my mom hmm you can say she was supportive but not really... she just gave me what i needed i guess, other than that she really wasnt there for me. I kinda wished i had an older brother or sister or maybe a couple more siblings or something. I have a rebelious 17 year old sister...o boy she is just a handful of trouble and mischief...no joke...she drives me near to insane. The word borrow has a whole new definition in her vocabulary. She Borrows But Never Ever Returns. So many of my things literally disappear without me knowing porbably months later. its kinda weird, sometimes she takes my clothing...Dont know why she needs guy clothing for...but o well...there are other things she does that really is just bizarre no joke.

So basically your three brothers are 10 years older and over huh? thats pretty wow! are they like married and stuff now, having kids and all that? when you say 10 years aint a big gap...i find that a bit interesting. Normally to me i find 5 years a big gap but 10 is like woah...but i guess you two manage to get along so im glad to hear it. so basically are you saying your two other brothers are like ghost because you rarely see them? if thats true then its kinda like me and my sister. My sister who is younger IS NEVER HOME!! sometimes i forget i have a sister * i know thats sad* but she is always out! doesnt even sleep here either. i duno. i got a bit confuse when you say your third brother consider your dad to be like his father compare to his blood related dad correct?

ahhhhh im sorry to hear what happened to your dad =( was that only one bad incident at the hospital or were they really just going bad everytime? wait im not sure i understand how the scan could burst the heart...could you care to explain that to me? what was the scan for anyways if you dont mind me asking? that seems complicated how something went wrong with the scan and all. Was it operated automatically or manually by the doctor himself? *im sorry if im asking like 2 million questions =X* ~just filled with curiosity you can say~

o boy you shouldnt of told me by the syringe part...with my broad imagination...i just had a quick second image of the thing being JAMMED into my arm and having fluid slowly PUMPING away *yikes* i really just dont know how you manage that at your younger years .*I know its not the way i say it I like to OVer-Exaggerate thigns what can i say* I woulda died from fear alone!! truely brave truely =)

i didnt know it was so complicated with tattoes haha. I guess im a bit naive, i just thought they tat you up and then your good to go, nothing to worry about at all. I thought tattoes start to fade as you get older, i didnt know it fades right away. Must be hassle no? I just learn something new. I just know that when your getting a tattoe you tend to bleed, thats perfectly normal, but i never thought of scabbing from the dry blood. Well i didnt know that much blood comes out ha ha ha. Will you have to pay for the touch-up? or will the guy let it go?

Half a Grand Is alot!! thats as much as a Ps3!! haha but hmm if i were to look at it as if which one is much more important and meaningful...probably the wings huh?! =D are you planning on doing the wings in black and white? or coloring...wait they do do that right? i dont know much of that.

hahaha so your eyes are your Ultimate Weapons huh?! but hey the way you describe them to me i bet they are! now now seriously why would you say no physical feature of yourself is not appealing...honestly you never know...their probably plenty of guys that think otherwise! you just wouldnt believe it! But yeah eyes are just a small thing people really dont look at. I kinda notice it here in vegas and los angeles. My guy friends *the real idiotic ones* dont pay much attention to little things like the beauty of some people's eyes tsk tsk tsk i always say, they only appreciate One thing from a girl, their physicaly appearance! geez. Now how are you going to use your ultimate weapons with a guy who can acknowledge them =( thats sad that he is color blind though...missin alot from those eyes of yours ahhh! when you say visit him as in like how far? you make it sound as if he lives in another state. And what do you mean Swooning him away from his girlfriend?!?! =O that doesnt sound too nice!!you make it sound like its entertaining you!

haha i know toilet paper isnt the best solution...but honestly it kinda works you'll be surprised~ i just cant imagine how much my nose kept leaking because the paper soaked up after sometime which really means it was better stuffing my nose then to have it continually leak everywhere!

haha i shouldn't of left off "tell you later" haha because honestly its Not that big of a thing Sorry! Its just that I started working at Niketown and basically its going through training or rookie training camp <they try to make it sound Neat and professional> the manager was explaining how Nike was founded by these guys and how they loved it with passion. He mentioned stuff like inspirational , motivation, you know all those positive happy stuff. and i was honestly bored out of my mind during the thing, but the funny thing was somehow you just popped into my head when he was talkin about how inspiration is beautiful and all that. yeah yeah yeah i know its kinda weird to have you pop into my head out of nowhere...even i thought it was strange * i was like the heck that come from * that brought another point to mind...i dont even know your real name =X that's why it was strange for it to pop up. Sorry if it wasnt as exciting as you thought it would be =) . I tend to do that, make things sound so Exciting BUT in the end the other person just shakes their head in dissapointment just like you are now *i can see it* So yep what crossed my mind was you =) *eh what can i say its strange*

never knew parents could give off that much influence, i wouldnt really know. my parents werent really there for me when i was growing up. i just had to learn on my own basically, give myself morals and all that. its pretty weird how your dad Foced your mom to go...thats just wow...not wanting to go to the hospital...unless she doesnt like the doctors? because i Sure dont! i rather self heal or something, take some nyquil/dayquil, sleep, and eatting an apple rather than getting checked up =) It might end with a shot in my arm which I think I am more than willing to pass up. When you mention The Slow pressure of the fluid...how come that sounds dreadful?!?! or maybe im just a chicken because i could just imagine it right now...*shivers* do you regret stop taking the shots even though they were beyond irritating?

when you say getting wings on your back, do you mean your entire back? and sure i would like to check out the design. get a sneek peek on another meaningful tattoe. how much is that going to cost you though? im guessin its alot. wait hmm you say put a finishing touch to your current tattoe, hmm what do you need to do with it exactly? looks perfectly fine as it is...unless there is more to it? and 30 mins of having a needle consistently poking me ahhhhh...i rather walk through fire...

i have to tell you something...im the type of guy who has a thing for beautiful looking eyes =X . Now you really got me curious in how your eyes really look like now especially with the gold! blue and gold i mean wow those are just nice colors! and honestly you look very beautiful with the picture i saw..and thats without your eyes. hm so i wouldnt say the rest of you is ugly! HAH nonsense geez! your talking crazy now tsk tsk tsk! its a good thing your eyes is the catching point *well i think so* if you caught my eyes then o boy i wouldnt be able to stop staring, ill be too mesmerized =D

ahhh my nose keeps running.....my toliet paper in the nose method isnt working ahhhhhh

I think i fallin in love with you =) because your just so inspirational. See i know people out there who are perfectly healthy and complain complain about little things that bother them, even if they are totally immune to it. But for you, you just brush it off like its nothing. Wait so your two dogs right now dont bother you at all? even though your allergic er? haha.

I wouldnt be as brave as you to take shots after shots...i remember i always run and hide from the doctors just because of thos sharp sharp needles =X what can i say...im a scardy cat...heh. why did you stop taking the shots? is it because you had other business to attend to such as school and such? or just got irritated from taking so many shots? boy..i would have haha...thats why i admire you. Hm when you say cats and cigarettes especialy second hand smoking; means las vegas isnt the city for you. Sin city would be like a nightmare for you because i can barely stand going into casinos...the air is just thick and disgusting...some casinos feel like a gas chamber. i dont know how the employees look healthy (well not all, some look like freakin zombies) I use to have issues with the whole second hand smoke business. When i was younger my dad would always have his friends over to gamble and they just blaze it up...im not sure if that affected me up to this point, i just have trouble breathing sometimes...unless im just really out of shape or something heh. like when you say you get really sick..is it like to the point where you need to stay home...because its like cigarettes its everywhere!!

your plannin on gettin another tattoe? exactly of what and where? for me i duno having ink on my skin scares me for some reason. how long did it take to get your first one anyways? you say its like a consistent cat scratch i mean That Still sounds painful haha.

still a mystery how you look with saphire blue eyes. i dont think i ever seen any girl with blue eyes...*thinking* yeah i dont think have...near ice/grey...honestly it sounds like you really have nice eyes if you ask me...what exactly do you mean on your mood?!? near ice i can think of maybe being happy or excited~ and i say grey hmm gloomy or being passionate? i dont know if thats the right word ha ha ha more like having an open mind~

O! something crossed my mind earlier today but ill tell you tomorrow or something i need to get going!

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